| I found this website by "mistake", while looking for some financial advise on the web for some missing information on my taxes payment. However, somehow I found this making amends stuff... or so i thought it was only stuff!~
Curiosity took me here..and to my surprise after reading the message of Babaji , and after watching the videos, there was something behind the written and the spoken words which took me to to shed tears. And memories of a childhood friend who died of leukemia when I was 14 came forth. I wrote my amends to him, thinking to myself: "there is nothing I can lose doing so". I don't even know this people!! So who cares!!!... So I wrote a simple amend, with tears and honesty.
And while I was writing I remembered than instead of me motivating or supporting him in his path, I used to go to him to complaint about my deceased father, on how strict he was,etc. My friend was in bed, and he kept listening and listening always with a smile on his face. I never bothered to ask how he felt..he seemed so strong, rather I used my time to complaint. Yet his kind words, and his ever present smile stayed with me all of my life. So after I wrote my amend as suggested, the next days a miracle occur. For seven consecutive days I dreamt with my friend, John. But the last dream was the most remarkable, as all of the dreams seem to have the same scenes of the past: me complaining, he listening and smiling... Yet, the last one was different, It had john as an adult, something I never saw, talking to me saying: Thank you for your amends NOW go and live your life healthy and in joy.
I woke up with so much energy, with so much joy... I felt like a weight was lifted from my shoulders!!!!!! A weight I was never even aware I was carrying within me!!!!!
I wanted to express my gratitude and directly say thank you for this space offered. I see this as an altar to have a clear conscience, and clean emotional organization...and with this much more space for joy available. Bravo!~
Thank you all so much, And God Bless you!!!!!
Eduardo Santana Sotomayor Caracas, Venezuela
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